"I should have just been an adult and bit my tongue and walked away. I definitely think the steroids had something to do with it. I put the bookcase incident down to roid rage - I lost it. A lot of this has to do with that. You think you'll be the exception to the rule but you're not … I'm completely different now I'm off the steroids - I'm so chill, everything is good. I've lost 25 lbs and I'm sober, I've never felt better. The only thing I'm guilty of is being in love. I'm overly remorseful for my actions but I never knew they'd cause this reaction and that I'd end up in prison. Life goes on."